Category Archives: Depression

Depression Journal – Feb 6, 2018

author’s note – this post is a bit depressing…but if you hold on until the end, there is hope! I promise! ~C It’s February. my seriously difficult time for depression is between September and February. This year, I’ve made it … Continue reading

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Morning Worship – Joyful Joyful – 2/1/2018

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Joyful joyful we adore thee… the lyrics….Oh my! The Methodist church provides these lyrics: Ode to Joy I love the piano guys….and my favorite christmas carol is Joy to the world! many years ago, in the midst of my darkest … Continue reading

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2018 – My One Word – Be Like Jesus – Jan 23, 2018

Sometimes, I feel all alone. It feels like there is no one on my side. If feels like that saying “if you were the only one on earth, Jesus would have come to die on the cross for you” – … Continue reading

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What’s up?

It’s February – 2015…what’s up world? Life has been crazy here at the WildBerry Patch. January was spent at a wonderful Residential Program called LaAmistad. I have spent January there for the residential program, and I have spent February, until … Continue reading

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January 2015 – Where did you go?

For all that have chosen to befriend me, and watch me for various reasons(of which we will not ask here), January was very obviously missing from my internet charades or escapades. I have many things to write about – and … Continue reading

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Where art thou, Christi?

so many things I planned to do – and then, things came up. and then, I rewrote what I planned to do to take those things into consideration – and then, things came up. Sometimes stupid stuff, like today – … Continue reading

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How do you know?

I have written quite a lot about suicide. I live with the thoughts almost daily. Sometimes, the thoughts are loud enough to convince me. Sometimes, the deception, manipulation, disrespect, and difficulties just present this as the only way out. Sometimes, … Continue reading

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Whose Joy am I responsible for?

or… For whose joy am I responsible? I have spent my life trying to make my husband happy, my children happy, my mother, father and brother happy, friends happy, my church happy, and even my GOD happy. I just realized … Continue reading

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Oil of Joy

This is a very simple posting of an old Bible Study I did in 2003. This is a perfect statement for my Joy Journey right now. Oil of Joy – 2-13-2003 ©Mary Christine Wildman Joy is a choice. With my … Continue reading

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how many is too many?

How much is enough? 8 surgeries in three years….too much. 3 headaches in 7days…too much. 250 pounds – too much. 5 children and 2 miscarriages in 6 years…too much. 2 meds, 4 meds, 6 meds, 10 meds? VITAMINS????? cars in … Continue reading

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